Paranormal

Oh humanity, we are made of different tongues and tribes
May we begin to know each other through these indecent times
Put on my warpaint, to love is to die, die for love
Who amongst us is strengthened...to smile through the storm

The high becomes part of the persona, swim through the aroma
Just short of some sort of musical nirvana
Left to blossom as growing results of that failed promise
Carried by the proudest, that picket fence and...nonsense
Dwell in this wretched space, an empty place losing faith
Blindly follow fakes, and now the tolerance is gone
And the passion is gone, love is lost and the spirit
A silhouette of emptiness, please something color me in
Back to reality, guilt trips beset that downward helix
High off the fact of fabricated facts, desperate for the next hit
Never learn from, yet regret the mistakes made
I take the blame...mother, tormented by the shame
The purple rain missed us, attracted to tragic patterns
The crumbs to catch up, why is it only designated for the hapless
Sunken, dementia fuck for failure haunting him
Or perhaps its the potential success thats daunting him

Verbal Lexapro

These thoughts where are they coming from?
When I question identity who am I running from?
People suicide thinking I gotta choose a side
If you cant do it physically just put it in your rhymes
Imagine happiness, shape the landscape of your dreams
The best case scenario is really what it be
Negative thoughts are radio waves sent to your brain
Write it down, express that message on the page
I speak the dialect of the now trying to be proud
But I feel like I'm wrong so I cover my smile
Congratulations, you are now exactly who you are
And the people thats around you are angels sent from God
Stay focused, stay positive and stay great
Have patience, have love and of course have faith
It was my twin flame the whole time hip hop united us
She taught me how to harness the power inside of us, in God we trust

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And the passion is gone, love is lost and the spirit
A silhouette of emptiness, please something color me in

The Mad Credo

I'm locked in the moment, I feel like I'm trapped on the block I was born in
Oh lordy, don't ignore me, but nothing's working for me
I’m just trying to do what mama told me, but daddy got more by doing his own thing
Living it up, clearly not giving a fuck, keeping friendships abrupt
I picked up his rhythm growing up
I’m tryna be different, and not chauvinistic,
Putting it simply, one lady’s enough
I'm, rough around the edges, al-ways seem defensive
I feel neglected, I seek attention,
I burn my bridges, and sink my friendships
Don’t want to be pushed aside, I wanna be the sun that silhouette yo mind
Eclipse ya’ll with the best response, change your mood and reflect a shine

They say that I act like him, is one of those things, that’s hard to admit,
I stutter and cringe, when I think…I might, might be be a reflection of him
Who do I blame for the failures I've made, man?
Now who do I blame for the failures I've made? Who am I to name names?
What if I say that I wasn’t afraid of the mistakes that slow me down to this day
I, wouldn’t be speaking my mind, I’ll be reaching for pride
I want the apple of my eye to think that I provide more than just the sky
I, won't be pushed aside, I'll be the sun to silhouette your mind
Eclipse ya’ll with the best response, no matter the moon, expect to shine

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